[and it's mind over (you don't) matter] QUOTESS.. I betcha all thought I was dead. Damn. I'm not. Here's a big-ass update for you all who hung in there and where so patient w/moi. Enjoy yourselfs. 22.. ahead, rated R for some explicitness. *~*~*~*~*~* take that barrel, aim it between my lips
click, click,
you can say your finger slipped.
bang, baby. Bang. *~* I'm trying to forget you
only to realize
it's like trying to forget..
a cancer. *~* her tears fall like petals
because he can't decide
if he loves her...
.. or loves her not. *~* inconvenent
you said you-
didn't mean it.
But it still hurt. *~* isn't it obvious I'm screaming for help?
thin red lines, razorblades, f*cked-up poetry rhymes...
should I scream a little louder
or just cut a little deeper? *~* the boy I loved was a competitor
he never gave up on anything..
until he gave up..
on me. *~* you be the blade,
I'll be the heart.
So stick it in me,
stick it hard. *~* tangled up in the idea of you
gasping for breath
losing my will
and everything I have left. *~* mess w/my head
it's alright
tie me to the bed
use me. *~* I'll take a hammer
to my knees
so I'll never
fall for you again. *~* twist the blade
make it hell
give me the pain
I know so well. *~* I knew it wasn't right to let you in,
my regret died to the taste of sinking,
the lies of loving, the truth of f*cking.
We try to do it right - but it always comes out wrong. *~* she was a drop in the ocean
of girls' whose hearts'
he had
broken. </3 *~* I'm ready
kill me quick
theres poison on your lips
and I just wanna lick. *~* this heart is used and damaged
half-price, on clearance-rack
if you decide to take a chance
you won't get your money back. *~* I want you to bleed
I want you to cry
after what you did
I hope you die. *~* she's losing the ability to love
her heart is dried
she cracks and breaks inside
and nothing ever seems to be enough. *~* what hurts the most
is knowing that everyday
we spent, you never loved me
anyway. *~* the difference between
her and me (what I lack)
is after what you did..
I won't take you back. *~* my heart stops
when you walk by
because it already knows
it's gonna break and die. *~* make up your mind.
I'm tired of wasting time
because I know, you know
heartbreak is not a crime. *~* I smile when I have to.
I break down when I don't.
I know I should be strong.
But I also know I won't.
- rachael bennett
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