[and it's mind over (you don't) matter]

QUOTESS.. I betcha all thought I was dead. Damn. I'm not. Here's a big-ass update for you all who hung in there and where so patient w/moi. Enjoy yourselfs.

22.. ahead, rated R for some explicitness.

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take that barrel, aim it between my lips
click, click,
you can say your finger slipped.
bang, baby. Bang.

*~*

I'm trying to forget you
only to realize
it's like trying to forget..
a cancer.

*~*

her tears fall like petals
because he can't decide
if he loves her...
.. or loves her not.

*~*

inconvenent
you said you-
didn't mean it.
But it still hurt.

*~*

isn't it obvious I'm screaming for help?
thin red lines, razorblades, f*cked-up poetry rhymes...
should I scream a little louder
or just cut a little deeper?

*~*

the boy I loved was a competitor
he never gave up on anything..
until he gave up..
on me.

*~*

you be the blade,
I'll be the heart.
So stick it in me,
stick it hard.

*~*

tangled up in the idea of you
gasping for breath
losing my will
and everything I have left.

*~*

mess w/my head
it's alright
tie me to the bed
use me.

*~*

I'll take a hammer
to my knees
so I'll never
fall for you again.

*~*

twist the blade
make it hell
give me the pain
I know so well.

*~*

I knew it wasn't right to let you in,
my regret died to the taste of sinking,
the lies of loving, the truth of f*cking.
We try to do it right - but it always comes out wrong.

*~*

she was a drop in the ocean
of girls' whose hearts'
he had
broken. </3

*~*

I'm ready
kill me quick
theres poison on your lips
and I just wanna lick.

*~*

this heart is used and damaged
half-price, on clearance-rack
if you decide to take a chance
you won't get your money back.

*~*

I want you to bleed
I want you to cry
after what you did
I hope you die.

*~*

she's losing the ability to love
her heart is dried
she cracks and breaks inside
and nothing ever seems to be enough.

*~*

what hurts the most
is knowing that everyday
we spent, you never loved me
anyway.

*~*

the difference between
her and me (what I lack)
is after what you did..
I won't take you back.

*~*

my heart stops
when you walk by
because it already knows
it's gonna break and die.

*~*

make up your mind.
I'm tired of wasting time
because I know, you know
heartbreak is not a crime.

*~*

I smile when I have to.
I break down when I don't.
I know I should be strong.
But I also know I won't.
                  - rachael bennett

banging quotes. love quotes. my quotes. enjoy the quotes.

baby throw me down,
let me hit the ground,
make love a dirty sound,
as out hearts beat and pound.

*~*


whispers and sighs..
our love is my demise.
innocence lost,
at our heart's cost.

*~*

here I am
in the same place I've always been,
waiting for my chance
to catch you falling again.

*~*

I'm watching falling lies,
as a tear drips to my lips
and dies,
all because your looking into my eyes.

*~*

bang me baby,
you can do more than save me.
make it hurt.
love, make it hurt.

*~*

have you seen the blood stains on my tile floor?
they're still there, they're still there,
and if this pain isn't enough, maybe I should ask for more.

*~*


lets take off: pants first,
then shirts,
and get lost in
eachothers skin.<3

*~*

with lipstick and shimmer
her hips pressed into his
their eyes they glimmer..
if they only knew what a lie this is.

*~*

throw off the sheets, hun,
lets have everyone see
how hard you and me..
.. can bang. <3

All the quotes I've written are starting to stack up.. so for today, all of these are by moi. Hope you enjoy.

he kissed the tears off her lips,
wishing it would always be like this.
and not one tear did he miss.
she wished it would always be like this.


*~*


he was everything I ever wanted
now he's everything I wish
I never had.


*~*


you took my heart
and tore it at the seam,
didn't I make such a lovely
murder scene?


*~*


I'm the poisoned
and you're my cure,
so c'mon baby
lets make me pure.


*~*


silence fills her lungs
as he moves in, to take her away
every word, every breath, until he is satisfied.
and helpless in his hands.. she lay.

we tied the ropes
around eachothers thoats,
had our last kiss
and hung together in bliss
               -moi


*~*


I have myself to blame
for the state I'm in today
and now dying
doesn't seem so cruel
               -kelly clarkson


*~*


I think I let her slip away.
kind of like when you try and hold water in your hands
and you close your fingers as tight as possible,
but yet the water leaks out.


*~*


even if my heart should call out your name in the rain.
even if these arms should want to embrace you again.
and even if I’m all cried out and no longer in pain...
I’ll never fall in love that way again.


*~*


he engraved his name
on my heart
and now not even a million stitches can mend
what he has torn apart
               -moi